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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>Hey I’m Mascha. 
I’m sad, unhappy, don’t like myself, always wanted to be someone else and I’m disappointed about my life and everything. But I’m still nice to everyone and if you need help you can always message me - I will try to help you, because I like it to help others and because I want to be a doctor when I’m an adult. So I’m here and listen to everyone! 
If you want to visit my blog then here’s the URL: essouflee.tumblr.com 

My favorite quote, which describes perfectly my situation is from the film “Batman The Dark Knight Rises” of John Blake:
Not a lot of people know what it feels like to be angry, in your bones. I mean, they understand, foster parents, everybody understands, for awhile. Then they want the angry little kid to do something he knows he cant do, move on. So after a while they stop understanding. They send the angry kid to a boys home. I figured it out too late. You gotta learn to hide the anger, practice smiling in the mirror. Its like putting on a mask.</description><title>Lonely, Deserted, Numb</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @hopelessefforts)</generator><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Friend without a tumblr: I wanna show you something &#13;</title><description>Friend without a tumblr: I wanna show you something &lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Me: I've seen that </description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296860149</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296860149</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:19:45 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>these-times-will-pass:

Love quotes? you will love this blog
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://these-times-will-pass.tumblr.com/"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Love quotes? you will love this blog&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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honestly, some of the sexiest things about a guy is the way his voice sounds when he’s tired, the...</title><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;honestly, some of the sexiest things about a guy is the way his voice sounds when he’s tired, the smirk of satisfactory he gets on his face when he knows he’s done something good, and the protective instincts he has when it comes to his girl&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296835583</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296835583</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:19:06 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Ich bin extrem eifersüchtig. Nicht weil ich dir nicht vertraue, ich denke nur immer du findest jemand besseres, schöneres, dünneres. Jemand der dich verdient hat.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296772684</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296772684</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:17:28 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/334f0a54d57ddc7b21dc747b2d60ae05/tumblr_mhy9j71xrc1rbb9v2o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296761478</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296761478</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:17:10 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Genau Mama, ich suche nur Aufmerksamkeit. </title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296758186</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296758186</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:17:05 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>nachts im bett liegen, sich schlecht fühlen und niemanden zum reden haben.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296744430</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296744430</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:16:43 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Eigentlich bist du mehr, als nur “besonders”. Doch mir fällt kein Begriff ein, der gut genug wäre, um dich zu beschreiben.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296743345</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296743345</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:16:42 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ea263d470b17c4fdff23e3460417f535/tumblr_mlxq3gC8r51rcxnb0o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296740715</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296740715</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:16:37 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Ich bin kein schöner Mensch. Ich bin ein hässlicher Mensch der jeden Tag probiert gut auszusehen, aber dabei total versagt.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296735377</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296735377</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:16:29 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b577e3adc2201edbff317da4c87b2ef1/tumblr_mn1u6narqG1rnsfd6o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296732700</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296732700</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:16:25 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>warum bist du mir noch so wichtig, obwohl ich spür wie egal ich dir bin? </title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296682735</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296682735</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:15:04 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3180075892f5e30080aa676f93e3b3a1/tumblr_mn1yxiMBLs1rjcd07o1_250.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296680757</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296680757</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:15:00 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Und am Ende ist das Herz ja doch nicht Herzförmig, die Schmetterlinge sind doch nur Bauchschmerzen und der Eiffelturm ist auch nur aus Metall.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://genaudawodufliegst.tumblr.com/post/51100094720/und-am-ende-ist-das-herz-ja-doch-nicht-herzformig-die"&gt;genaudawodufliegst&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Wort!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296615144</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296615144</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:13:14 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>"If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die."</title><description>““If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Unknown (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://libranta.tumblr.com/"&gt;libranta&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296612096</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296612096</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:13:09 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcgpc1OQsm1rwcb0zo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcgpc1OQsm1rwcb0zo2_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcgpc1OQsm1rwcb0zo3_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296503990</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296503990</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:10:17 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Ich denke, dass wir beide uns einfach zum falschen Zeitpunkt kennengelernt haben. Zu spät. Zu früh. Wir gehören irgendwie zusammen. Das Timing war nur scheiße.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296414297</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296414297</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:07:51 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Seit du weg bist, mach ich was ich will. Denn was soll mir noch großes passieren? dich kann ich ja nicht mehr verlieren.</title><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296409738</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296409738</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:07:45 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8dd93471251cfbfafe6397572b4dc580/tumblr_mmfnu2X5Y41s3q9n6o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296403994</link><guid>http://hopelessefforts.tumblr.com/post/51296403994</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 14:07:36 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>boozed-mermaid:

Sachen, die ich in der Schule nicht gelernt habe: 1. Wie bezahle ich meine...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://boozed-mermaid.tumblr.com/post/51295225520"&gt;boozed-mermaid&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Sachen, die ich in der Schule nicht gelernt habe:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt; 1. Wie bezahle ich meine Rechnungen?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt; 2. Wie ernähre ich meine Familie?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Aber egal. Hauptsache ich weiß, wie mein die Fläche von der Sonne berechnet und wie viele Äpfel Peter gegessen hat.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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